Dear You

It's almost 2 years since you passed away.
I feel sad for what happened to you.
I feel sad for what happened to us.

I am questioning myself for all this time.
Is it because of me?
Is that too hard to you to accept my decision?

You smiled the last time we met.
Told me that you were fine.
But I know you've got heartache deep down inside.

You were waiting 6 months after I was married.
Ensure that I'm happy.
Then you left.

Nothing I can say or do to change the past.
I just could say sorry to you.
Sorry that I don't regret what I decide.
Sorry that I don't chose you to live with.
Sorry that this is the time.

I will let you off.